My blog is in a mess for now , until I done some changes , this is how it look likes .
If anyone got the chance to read my old posts I was really pissed with people.
Yes people .
Not a man .
Not a woman .
Not a girl .
Not a boy .
Not a bisexual .
Just people .
Then I look back , if I`m pissed with people , then WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I ?
Not orang utan I hope .
But part of those people .
Hari Raya is still a bore cause I just sit there and I fatten myself up with kuih-muih and a WIDEEEEEEE range of sugary rainbow water while I hear all these family talk about another family .
Answer a few questions of yourself and thats all .
They go back to talking.
And I cant seem to keep my eyes of these ladies hands , its damn full of gold !
I like *salam-ing* them cause you know , *kee-ching* .
*rubs hands*
And just as I have assume , they give me as high as 25 bucks!
Whoo-hooo!!
Okay I`m sorry you guys might think I`m greedy but I`m not realllyyyy that greedy .
I mean what is a KID suppose to do in this raya walks than to collect green packets !!
You cant just start talking with these ladies about the othe familes cause YOU DONT KNOW A THING about them .
You cant just start start comparing gold with these ladies cause those gold actually belongs to your mum !
Yes you can ask for forgiveness but thats just all and you have to sit through an hour of these ladies talking and yacking and blabbering of *god -knows - what*
Its times like these where you wish you were at home doing homework.
And this ladies , gosh!
They cant STOP commenting you .
You've gone fatter/taller/darker/prettier/hotter/skinnier/quieter/noisier and (the list goes on)!
And with these comments,what can we do ?
Just smile .
Hide our feelings away and continue doing whatever we were doing !!
While they laugh their asses off of how funny they said it !
*heh*! real funny!

okay sorry I`m being really mean but where are those good old fashion values of Hari Raya Visting huh?
The ones where we go to ask for forgiveness with one another and celebrate after a month of fasting.
(Now, we ask for forgiveness from that person , a few hours later you start bitching about them !)
gone I tell ya .









GONE

Everyone`s sleeping and I`m wide awake cause I`m sleeping on the floor cause my relatives slept over.
Whatever .
I got 74 for History .
A mark to pure History , lets just hope Mr Bean gives me ONE MORE MARK to get pure history.
Please sir.

The whole day been persuading my friends to go jalan raya tmrw and GOSH! were they stubborn but FINALLLYY , they agreed to come .
*thanks god*
Went to 2 houses today .
Yes only 2.
Not really elated, but hey! money still money babeh!
The first house got complimented of my fatness .
Thanks makcik who talks her gold and stuff .
*Salute makcik*
The second house was okay and there was a cat but she was super fierce so for THE FIRST TIME I ignored the cat .
:(
But nevertheless , shes cute !

And next week is LAST WEEEKK!
Good.
I wont get to see HOT PRATA and Pindra.
Losers.
:DD


I better sleep .
Everyone is sound asleep and I'm not !
Tmrw I have jalan raya @ 10 .

=))

okay totally random yet hot . I LOVE TAUFIK WHEEEEEEE!!~
changing lovers again you see ?
haha .
okay!
he has the 3rd album already!
like WHAT THE HELLL!!!
lovelove!
lets buy .
{oh, its malay album}

I failed maths.
E8 yes .
Failure.
My other subjects arent any good either but history I have no idea but probably not any good either.
So I think I`ll go 3/4 or 3/5 .
But 3/5 is GEOGRAPHY for humanities !
and yes,I hate that subject , purely hate you know ?
And it has got nothing to do with the teacher , I simply have NO interest in population, vegetation, land reclamation and all that jazz .
hate.
and like I did any good for geography .
just hate .

you don't care its okay cause like if you haven't notice its like my blog and I can rant whatever and anything I want .
I suggest you make your own blog and rant your heart out and people wont care cause thats like your blog!
Great solution huh ?
I know!
Aint I like SUPER smart ?
I wish that kind of common sense questions come out for exam .
oh mymy , high marks for sure !

{kalau ye , cikgu bee [what a name!] terbaca blog merepek saya , tolong lah cikgu saya nak Swensens cikgu}

oh and yes, selamat hari raya , maaf zahir dan batin .
time to collect green packets and wear nice baju melayu and walk around in heels .
strut your stuff as you walk down the runway babey!
yea, runway of corridors and shouting "ASSALAMUALAIKUM !"
dont pretend your not home , we watch your every move adults !
*ahem!kids here*
AND STOP COOKING RENDANG!
I probably tasted 10 000 different rendangs since raya !
or more !
stop making us FAT!
and STOP giving different colours of water !!
*fruit juice is fine yes!*
**ANYTHING AND WHATEVER BETTER **
okay tu aje , lets not be to picky on food .


phatt cat is super fat and yes , super lazy .
and has an appetite of a LION !
and his just that furry adorable kitty cat!

I bought 5 cartons of that "ANYTHING AND WHATEVER" and forcing the visitors to gulp down the drinks!
Maybe thats why there lesser people coming .
Thank god .
We go their house better .


Whatever.

I pray for the better of you :)

okay finally my exams are over!

i can do many things now with all the free time!
yes!
like for one, breathing and relaxing and probably SLACKING!
actually,i shouldn't be TOO happy.
i can predict my results would be bad.
seriously!
i totally slept during DNT and i was rushing like craaaazzeeee for history and played the "tikam-tikam" game for science!
SEE!
ZEEBONGS = LOSER!
now,all i can do is pray with all my heart !
lets just hope.

okay,the RAYAs coming and i am so unprepared !
i mean come on!
doesn't time flies without you realizing?
oh gosh !
days of like craving for food ,days of dehydration and days of being just sooooo lazy are ending soon.
In probably,2 more days!
and also my family would probably be incomplete during Hari Raya.
thanks to that "tempang" beetch.
seriously.
YOU CAUSED MY FAMILY TO FALL APART!
one day i make you pay.
i swear.
and i don't take back my swears.
okay whatever to that beetch.

just up yours.
and also the rest of your family.
rot.

okay i have to be happy!
to keep my mind off what is probably going to happen during hari raya.
i may be kid but
FOR YOUR INFO ,
I HAVE SOMETHING CALLED A BRAIN.
A MIND TO TELL ME WHO OR WHAT IS WRONG AND RIGHT .

nobody understands.so don't bother .
i just hope i can prove to that people whom i have to accept as family that i can do better and i can get a recognize degree without the help of private schools to repeat my Os.
HEY! i am not being proud but i am just making myself promise that i WILL and CAN achieve that standard.
i wont start rapping girls.





i hope someone understands.i know she does only she wont be here for raya.
i love you.
and sorry for the things i've done that made you angry
especially about the phone.


:(