I officially hate MAYA MENON ever sooooo muuucch as she's gonna miss CAAMP -.- Gosh,thanks for not going,I have lesser victims to sabo and YOU KNOW you're the best to sabo! Okay HAPPY GOOBER post. Actually it aint Maya's fault anyway,its just that tomorrow is also the same day of her ACT 3 and WEEEEEE alllll knowwww who much she loves her ACT 3 and its gonna be her LAST performance cause she's quitting. See?Maya,I understand :) haha
-.- Today was crappy with my stupid attitude. Oh hormones hormones,when will you ever stop activating ? Shes my FRIEND,my buddy,my sista,my love and you know it GOES ON.Feel like slapping myself for being a BIG TIME loser . I'm really sorry. I really am. Come truly from my heart and I promise I'll try to control these hormones of mine and not let this affect our friendship.
Besides that,it was SUPER FUN,hahah bought STUFF for camp and 'they-know-what'.I think you do cause I`ve been saying it 10 00000 times.Before that did the beads thing. I didnt cause I was moaning and moaning like some cow. Richson and Aliya did it. I did some fungus toenail colour but kinda cuteee yet I didnt complete it. Like duuuh,will I ever complete something?
So I have camp tomorrow to SERIMBUN! Gosh,I heard maaaany stories okay and whats worse is that SHE'S going (no not you aliya -.-!). I am SO NOT sharing a bunk with her who knows what voodoo she does before she sleeps. Gawwwd. Fine,I'm evilllllllll.
See?Happy Goober Post OKAY?.Please dont bring me down anymore ;)
And Phatt has eye infection and my mum doesnt allow me to pay him a visit,afraid I might catch the infection or something or nothing. Poor Phatt. -.-
So,Happy Holidays to everyone. Eat,sleep and slack now. When you're back in school,its all about EOY and Os and L1r4 and all that jazz.
This post was supposed to be happy goober shyte but surprise surprise people Well,now ask me again why I actually thought that I could do this shyte when I realize that I'm just wasting time and effort. Hoho.Back to feeling useless when I actually felt better of myself today but you just HAD to spoil it all.God,I wonder so badly why I'm like this.So back to feeling useless,hopeless,boobless and all the less things in life. Funny though,I really wanna cry my sockets out but at the same time I also wanna kick you in the butt so you would know how it feels like.Hah.Actually it aint the same.I think what I'm feeling right now is unexplainable.Really it aint.I might be able to use figures to explain what the fuck it is but the thing is I dont know how to put it together. *fake smile* I am happy for you but you know,well actually you dont.
Ah wells,if anything do happen I'm still happy I have my permanent sunshine in my pocket :) I got love thats all mine Do what you want you're never gonna break me. I shouldnt be looking forward to the future and just be happy with what I have right now. I`ll try to do that again ;)
I hate Maths and Science day.Its just a day where two of the most boooring subjects come together to destroy me.*claps* No offence to the mathematicians and scientists. Maths and Science aint my cup of tea.
Tomorrow would be suckish I know. I can actually tell my future or a day after rotting at home So yes,thought about myself.my ways and all the but in between my mind just wont give me a rest about you. Hell yea,its fun thinking of you. Just wanna punch it out you know what I'm saying. I also watched the LAST EPISODE of Gossip Girl.Sadly,yes but only for the first season.They have a second season in the fall (whenever that might be). oh back to thinking of you.oh gosh.hell of a fun.I feel like some retard.All right despite being a big time sucker I also wrote an essay.Please dont ask why I am justJUST going through my puberty phases and I swear its horrendous. SO I'll be back tomorrow,being a big time idiot asshole useless loser. AND no ayam,I do not have self-confidence issues,I am so called the LAST person to get that thang. Thank you ever so much ;) So I'll be on my way and I know I wont be much of an effect in your life as a friend but if you do need a real friend I think you should know who to call. The one waiting through whatsoever shyte or the one who left you and never did call you again.
yea,emo emo emo. Is that all you can think about?
oh a BIG HAHA to Justin/XY or whoever whatever you are trying to pull off -.-, I am not dumb.I have brains although Justin may have more brain cells but its okay.As he claimed,he is non-existent,hey hey,I didnt make that up you said it yourself in my tagboard.And why again do you wanna bash me up ? When all I said was that you're smart,you have a dimploma(HAHA!) or a degree or whatever and that you're fuck damn loaded and oh your gf is the one and only XY.WhoooaaWheeee.Fine,if you wanna hear it so badly I am JEALOUS.oh so ever jealous. Oh and your aussie eh?My cat is Norwegian and he is BLONDE with GREEN EYES! HAH! Beat that! :P Okay seriously,I dont care if you love your cubby (liyi dont be mean lah -.-) XY and you adore her and you are planning on marrying her.For crying out loud moron,its just a post.Deal with it and get on with life.And XY dont bother (like seriously) going emo and crying in class about this.Its just a post and what I said was exactly what you told me and I didnt write "ANYHOW". And gosh,grow up XY. Crying over small matters wont get you anywhere,you gotta pick yourself up from where you fall. Hear it from the girl who stayed at home for time to think. :)
Gawd,god knows why I am writing to two different names but actually to the same person -.-
So Justin,planning on bashing me up for a post that is true ? Email me wont you ? Lets sit and have a cup of coffee/milo/boiling water. I would love to hear from you ;) bicepslove@gmail.com
Much love, Zihan :D
oh havent you heard I'll come back stronger than a power-ed up pac man
